A Memoir by Tanner Steeves
I had known the name of Jesus for most of my life. It took me nearly thirty years to meet Him.
The StoryTanner Steeves was willing to sell his soul. He said it out loud. More than once.
Money was never just money to him. It was the answer to everything, the thing that would finally make life untouchable. He made deals at stoplights. He took business calls on dates. On the trip his future wife planned to celebrate his birthday, he sat beside her in the hotel and gave his attention to the highest bidder. And while he chased, she prayed the same quiet prayer, night after night: wake him up, Lord, before he goes too far.
Then the empire cracked. The deals dried up. The bills stacked. The phone calls turned threatening. And the collapse dragged him, furious and humiliated, to the doorstep of the one place he swore he would never enter.
He sat in that parking lot for ten minutes, staring at his phone, begging it to give him an excuse to drive away. The excuse never came. So he opened the door. And something in him died on that threshold, exactly as he said it would.
That is where books like this usually end. It is where this one begins.
Because nobody warns you about what comes after the fire. The drift you never decide to start. The old songs that creep back onto the playlist. The testimony that starts to feel like a lie in your own mouth. And the question that keeps a man awake at night: had God moved, or had I?
The Long Road Home is not written from the finish line. It is written from the trenches, in the middle of the fight, by a man refusing to pretend he has already won it. If you have ever sat in church convinced you were the only one still losing, this book is your proof that you are not alone on this road. Not even close.
“Isolation has a way of making our struggles feel unique, as though everyone around us has discovered some secret to faith that we somehow missed.”
The book is being written now, from the middle of the road, not the end of it. Leave your email and you will know when it releases. If nothing else, let this page be the first reminder: you are not walking this alone.
One email at launch. Maybe one before it. That is all.